Oh, hey Orlando, good to see you again. I have mixed feelings about seeing you, I hope I don’t get tired of see you when I FUCKING MOVE HERE FOR MY FUCKING SENIOR YEAR. Thanks dad…….
I don’t know you, but you bashed my best friend on Twitter. You said you felt sorry for her. Wooow, apparently you haven’t looked in the mirror lately and seen what your dealing with.
For once I’m content with everything. There’s no drama in my life, well, not anymore. I’m happy, I’m actually at a point were I don’t question everything that happens, I’m not pressuring my relationships, I’m not worried about my family. I have a great relationship with a great girl, and the best friend I could ever ask for.
I haven’t been to technically been to school in a week, and despite not being able to eat and feeling miserable, and not being able to talk to anyone, hasn’t really been that bad. Even tho my phone expired and my computer crashed, well, that kind of sucked.
I’m so confused about everything now…..
Holy shit I hate being alone at night…
My life is at a stand still.
Have you ever had one of those times in your life were it feels like every decision you try to make, leaves you confused. I can’t think straight.
Everything is going by two fast, im scared of the present, which makes me scared of the future. I need help, I need someone, but I don’t know how to find that someone. I have my friends, my best friends, and my family, but I just don’t know how I explain this, how do you tell someone you’re afraid of our own decision?
Apparently, I’m projected to be a top player on the football team and a shoe-in for most improved.
It was my first year playing, I wish I would had started sooner, I’m pretty sure I could have scholarship ability.
I’m so excited for next season its insane!
